aunt jackies birthday inaguration and more!

To Aunt Jackie
She tips the scales of retirement,
with her
priceless bouts of panty ho propaganda jargon,
an endless maze
a miasma of Mythos light soft drinks,
a ne-misses… a neo-miss tress
sent to inspire the placated masses,
she? no
oh no,
hips swinging encouragement to every damn-cell in distress
her path
a prophecy, of dreams to come
lip sinking the name of perfection
atop the bar stool of destiny
this one.
like a battery,
she mixes barley pops to shakes Mgee
down wind of the pig farm,
doin the stomp
trompin through fields of gyrating forget-me-nots
tree friendly, eco friendly, animal loving, neighbor hugging,
dream boat tempting, pencil packing, lap dog petting,
done with breakfast by 10 am, white toothed, fuzzy toed
nomad of
aunt jackie
the name echoes through the secret halls of every heart
aunt jackie:::
with love always on your 101 birthday,
sincerely your nephew,
EweGun WordSpinner
dandikins for auntie
(a poem prepared for aunt jackie by Tatsuko the samurai penguin)
squishes the moisture until it pops
and bubble man eats the sunbeam fairys
bestfriend snowman,
it’s white
and strange.
the end.
bizzare bazar

port townsend

in light filled remembrance

in stances
painted white,
she hollows her body with fire
then allows me to enter in blackness.
the dreams collide everytime
thinking in layers
we accept
to observe with confidence
with lights sure and elusive law,
to trace with eyes unclouded,
to the begining.
how to tempt,
to attract,
to lure,
with luster
and yet
without agendas
with attention paid
to attention
standing in lives whos shoes are shrinking,
towed by the brimming storm cloud
capturing through brilliant yellow dragon eyes
reflecting through inspirations widening gates
you taste it
and share
in light filled remembrance.

Scrabble and Shenaneguns

Emily and I have taken up scrabble

instead of using the dictionary we use google, it broadens the word possibilities quite a bit as you can see

3 generations of amazing genius women

family fun

Revelations & burningman pics

light drawing mind inevitably to revelation.
each thought reveals within itself the opportunity for “knowing”
a state synonomous with God or Truth.
what then, to do, with such a state?
when Will reveals herself as the chariot of transformation “right action” will be taken.
time then reveals itself as relative only to self realization
the timeline of human history is but a broader wheel of time within the time of God or self realization.
the nature of this time is flowing in a spiral which “eats its own tail”
we are feeling the effects of this now.
we are choosing co-operation to reveal the true nature of this time
we are a conglomeration of the entirety of human history.
we will see peace blossom within the eye of the storm.

me and luke at a REALLY AWESOME installation

this is an AMAZING yoga intstuctor who’s classes I had the privelage of attending while on the playa this year
niema’s website

“emelia” in the doorway of our spaceship sky cave temple retreat center


My name is Pancho Pablovsky star cough-o-gus. I have come to share with you some activities from my planet.
I am borrowing slash utilizing dragonboys body. he seems to have become quite a portal of receptivity. On my own planet i would appear to you as 12 feet tall and made of a substance somewhat similiar to what you call tissue paper, only much more translucent and full of light. I am what you would call a female or an ulitimatiely receptive vehicle. my hair is bright orangey red and brilliant beyond reason, i always wear it in pony tails down to my (what you would call knees) and utilize it to capture and ingest creatures of all kinds.
On my planet, SUN-Ya-SUN-Ya-SEN the dream world and waking world have merged, making so called reality much more cohesive and collectively vibrant. I am here to help you to awaken to this reality which is (as we speak) attempting to integrate itself into this planet of yours. we need to utilize dream activating agents within all of us in order for this to take place.
Do we have any actors in the audience? non actors?. actors and non actors shake hands.
we must not keep our desires inside, and yet we must not let them run wild and wreak havoc on the world, thus we can utilize the dream activating agents of change all around us, in order to create cohesivley and cooperatively with those around us in merging the worlds. The result of this interaction with the DAAC will have uncalculatable and uncategorizable results. for example. one might find a desire arising to “do something about all of the injustice in the world”, however this person is sitting in the olive garden eating alfredo pasta, what then. a possible outcome in invoking the DAAC might be an outburst of coughing (very dramatic, with great attention payed to the tones made by the back of the throat, so as to sound painful). Now, if properly executed the sound of the coughing will invoke in the surrounding patrons a sense of creative dreaming which responds to the desire felt within the cougher. Therefore the cougher has enlisted those around him/her as creative servants through their own interaction (conscious or otherwise) with their own DAAC. let us practice.
this is a cosmic dream workshop for those who wish to gain illumination into the reason that is eternally dreaming existence into reality. you are here because you have been drawn here by a pencil you might not even be aware of. The drawing of you shapes the drawing of all of us.
I propose that we can change the world. right here.
I and all present here (wether knowingly or not ) are here to facilitate our evolution through the open analysis, interpretation and re-enacting or envisioning of our dreams.
in opening this matter we must appreciate and come to an understanding that
our dreams are real. however we must define real.
real is that which exists.
we must treat this experience as a kindergarten class exercise. invoking that sense of selflessness and at the same time complete embodiment of innocent “I” ness, that is characteristic of all human children of certain early age.
The great invocation to awaken the dreaming reality of awakening dreams.
This is important. (article 56)
I don’t know why this is important, but this is important.
One day i will know why this is important.
until that day, I will simply trust
that this is important.
• pick something from the box of directly integrative and non-directly integrative dream realizers. Give the realizer a name. try and discern what your relationship is with this realizer (there is always a relationship, wether “direct or non direct”). discuss pertinent information with realizers. ask for assistance from other dreamers in the illumination of realization.
• write a dream on the wall
• hand shake discovery : shake hands with another dreamer and try and evoke an emotion in them simply by the way you shake their hand
• divide and discuss: my level of being comfortable “on stage”, or in the lenz of focused energy of the collective. those who are comfortable on one side, discussing the sensations in their body, those on the other side do the same
• read a dream from the golden reservoir, decide wether or not enactment could help in bringing this dreams nature more fully into reality. in enacting what elements would best work? shadow dancers? creative servants in the form of: sound makers, mumblers, whistlers, ground stompers, grumblers?
• embody you favorite bird. (see article 316)
• write a poem (see article 634) and share it with the group (speak it aloud).
ARTICLES OF RELEVANT REVELATION: to the attainment of wakeful dreaming, awakening.
891. all beings are your personal creative servants wether they realize it or not. IMPORTANT: If you awaken to the fact that you are indeed one of these personal creative servants, you can begin to create beautiful and meaningful chaos within the dreams of all creatures. ALSO: once you awaken in the dream and find others who have awakened around you, your ability to creatively enslave each-other is enhanced and highly delight-able.
52. my true essence is a conglomorant of many highly excitable, enticing and sometimes emotionally excessive entities,
whose actions may be misinterpreted by some to be something other than ultimately unconditionally loving to all forms of life.
4. In this state of physicality I am an actor above all else. until my dissolution back into the ultimate light, I shall act.
27. for those who cant take the intense pressure from the emotional transgifurators, or need relief from the lenz of eyes, there is the cave, not a place of reprimand, only a cool dark place of refuge.
687. one must be strong enough in their emotional vehicle (aka: dreaming vessel of ultimate transformation) to realize that their actions may be mistaken by others as malicious of hurtful. this is a natural phenomenon occurring due to the inability of the other to realize that you are acting as a creative servant in the dream world.
30281. invoke your dream world for those around you, whether they can perceive it or not. ie: tearing down an entire city as godzilla.
2356. there is no such thing as a bad dream.
56. this is important
8234. everything that passes through your hands knows you, and will never forget you. you are married to it forever.
• in working with this reality it behooves yourself and those around you to develop a healthy and co-constructive relationship with those things you touch. (it’s kind of like being married to the world, but without the option of filing for divorce).
316. embody you favorite bird whenever possible. Try to get your movements and way of being exactly like that of the bird. NOTE: eye contact with birds whenever possible is recommended to properly understand this article.
13. the relative equation for awakening dreaming awakening
AFF + US = I
translated: all faculties functioning plus us equals you equals I.
the DAAOC (dream activating agents of change) encompass all elements of the equation, thus we have: (DAAOC(AFF + US = I)).
634. poetree is a direct dialogue with your dreaming mind.
8023. meet the hypnotic dream dancers in person. (gigi, isabel, clowie, samantha, and kevin)
6321. revalations of things to come. While in the waking state dream impulses will implant glimpses of future events through inspiring YES moments (these moments often entail the thought “I could die right now and be perfectly ok with it”.
23. The facilitation of dream activating agents is heightened when in large groups of humans.
note: dream activating agents are activated and extremely excellerated through the genuine wish to see the dreams of others fulfilled.

She’s Making a Comeback

A show of some of my recent work. Come by the opening (thurs aug 6 6-9pm), I’ll be giving personal I-ching, esoteric astrology and poetry readings. This art show is only up until the 13th, so catch it if you can, plus the coffee and food is yummy and the people that run the place are beautiful chico fam.
cafe flo is located on 6th & flume, next to the pagaent theatre.
in light


This is going to be REALLY FREAKIN STRANGE and oddly beautiful.(see flyer below)
here’s a little tidbit from it if you can’t make it. this is wisdom from pancho pablavskie star-ka-pho-guse, channeled through dragonboy, on the subject of transforming reality through dreaming:
article # 891. all beings are your personal creative servants wether they realize it or not. IMPORTANT: If you awaken to the fact that you are indeed one of these personal creative servants, you can begin to create beautiful and meaningful chaos within the dreams of all creatures. ALSO: once you awaken in the dream and find others who have awakened around you, your ability to creatively enslave each-other is enhanced and highly delight-able.

poem & kobu pictures

your cognition is never restricted to just this.

in fact flights of fancy reveal seeds whose
trees grow taller than the life you once thought yourself to lead.

never, yet always subtle,
the revealers suggestions.

the one penetrating ray pierces without question…

he re-steeps his pot of tea water “who came up with the new artwork?”, he asks, casually, glancing at the walls of the metal box.

“Its Dave’s actually”, the charmingly beautiful woman behind the counter, as she gestures towards me.

“oh, ok” the leisurely dressed man.
“we have new art every month”, she.
“oh, ok”, he.

then back to the plight at hand —how to stand with feet planted
rootlike into an ocean whose source never ceases, while simultaneously
thrusting arms, hands, head and fingers into the wispy clouds
of reflecting effervescence.

how to inspire the inner eyes of the masses
into a state of “ah ha”

the depth of this eye speaks not in words
but through divine suggestive means

the endless mingling of she and he

pumping eternal blessings in order to transmit mothers caressing
in order that eyes might join in field of hatreds falling away

and angers uselessness revealed for what it is.
How I long to capsize the dying ship with its mentally overactive, power hungry

how i long to curl up like a fluffy white kitten within the breast of each
malnourished, miss-lead american.

to share a taste of the renewing nectar of captain mistress yes.

her winged body lifting I above the confusing feedback mechanism

her piercing black eyes crying the shadow creatures
who transmute pain into reasonless pleasure,

one step of birth, and death after another.